Self Awareness

Today I am focusing on how to love myself and be myself in its truest form. I have noticed a lot of self-destructive thinking. For example I compare myself to others. I think I need to be different and what other people want because I want to please people so bad. I am throwing all this thinking out the window. Other destructive thinking has caused my anxiety and bouts of depression. I am working towards personal freedom. I never thought I was supposed to enjoy myself. I thought everyone else was more important. I am going to enjoy life now, in the moment. I will not take any ill thoughts towards myself. I will stop avoiding situations because of anxiety. I will enjoy socializing without anxiety. Wishing for what others have is destructive to ones self. I believe I will be truly happy when I truly love myself, including strengths and weaknesses. Then will I be able to give pure love to others.